Sunday, 27 July 2014

Everybody Hurts.

Yeah i'm sure that everyone goes through the pain of being rejected, being ignored, not being considered and all those crap but let's all just stop for a second. Well maybe 284178429 seconds, to look around you. You've got better things to do and better people around you than to feel sad and frustrated all the time. Don't do this to yourself. Ain't nobody got time for that.



To those whose minds are probably running through these lines:

"He/she likes her."
"He doesn't see me."
"I'm always left out."
"Nobody cares."
"Just me and my teddy bear(literal)" wtf
"Hello, i'm still here. I can hear what you're saying."
"Too important...not."
"Texting me but calling her/him."

or any other lines that makes you feel dejected, lemme tell you something.

There's once I quarreled with my best friend, and it was kinda messy cause' I kinda cried in front of my seniors and when I went home, my mind was so fk'ed up I couldn't think straight so I called my comfort friend and he told me a this:

"People will understand why you feel that way, if no one understands, at least I do. If people judge you, it's because they're shallow. If people ignore you, it's because they don't know what it feels like. No matter what they say and think and do, it's their loss, not yours."

"He/she likes her."
So what? So fking what? Screw him or her or whoever. Tell you this, love yourself and know that you deserve so much more than just waiting for someone to turn back and take a look at the pitiful you.

"She/He doesn't see me."
I do. Your parents do. Your friends do. A lot of people do. Why do this to yourself just because of a boy/girl? Nobody's perfect. Neither is she/he. Desperation is blinding. Always love yourself, so that one day he'll/she'll see you not because you want him/her to, but because the whole world sees you too.

"I'm always left out."
So if you're too school for cool
And you're treated like a fool
You can choose to let it go
We can always, we can always party on our own


"Nobody cares."
Yeah nobody cares. So why should you care too? If nobody cares about your problems, you shouldn't think much about it too. If nobody cares about you, then find out why, if it's you then fix it, if it's them then screw them, know that you're awesome!

"Just me and my teddy bear(literal)" wtf
Pick up your phone, ask someone to hang out with you. If there's really no one available then...*goes to wardrobe, pulls out a few apparels* Fashion show!

"Hello, i'm still here. I can hear what you're saying."
Walk straight up to them and talk to them. Settle things and you'll be fine. Or.

"Too important...not."
Are they/him/her important too? If someone thinks you're not important, then he/she definitely isn't important too, let alone thinking about how important you are to them.

"Texting me but calling her/him."

I smell jealously. Well don't be jelly cuz jelly's delicious and you don't wanna get eaten up by him/her right? After everything I've said(typed) above, *pants* *pants* I think you'd understand why not to be jelly.





Friday, 25 July 2014

The School for Good and Evil #1 - Soman Chainani (Book Review)

My friend borrowed me a book early this August and it’s called School for Good and Evil, written by Soman Chainani. It’s so so good. It’s so genius of Soman to come up with a story like this. If I were to summarize this story into a sentence it would be: 

A fairytale behind all fairytales.

It’s just so fresh and original. So so exciting and addicting and amazing.  Just wow!



Summary: 

So this story follows two main characters named Sophie and Agatha. They live in a small town called Galvadon and every year, the School Master of School for Good and Evil will choose two kids, one good and one evil, to enter the schools. Basically, the School for Good teaches girls and boys to become prince and princesses and the School for Evil teaches them to become Witches and Villains.

Agatha, who everyone thinks possesses mostly all of the characteristics of a witch, is a stoic and bitter girl who just wants to live a peaceful life. On the contrary, Sophie is a bright and superficial girl who dreams of going to the School for Good.

Sophie befriended Agatha because she thinks that she’s doing a good deed being friends with a “witch”. But as their story unfolds, their friendship grows and Agatha turns to be more than just a good deed.

With their fates twisted, Sophie to the School for Evil; Agatha to the School for Good; both of them have to take a road which tests their friendship.

Sophie becomes evil because she wants to be in Good, she tries hard to prove that she’s Good and she wants a prince.

Agatha, on the other hand, becomes good and gets a prince.


A war between love and friendship triggers the start of Sophie and Agatha’s own fairytale. A fairytale so deadly, what’s left is a question: Friendship or Fairytale?

My thoughts:

First off, needa apologize for my bad summary writing skills. Sorry *sobs*

This book is just amazing. I can't explain how amazing this book is. You just got to read it. It's mind-blowing. Thrilling and exciting and just genius. 

I find it hard myself too, to choose between a friend and a lover. They're both so important and when you can't have both, it's just so hard. 

There's something I really really like from this book is that it's so deep. It's not just a fantasy. It's a lesson.

"Beauty can only last for so long." 

"Ugliness means you rely on intelligence. Ugliness means you trust your soul."

Oh and btw, it's a trilogy. I'm currently reading the second book. A World Without Princes. Still dang amazing. The third book is not out yet gawd i'm dying here. 

Next book on the list: Eleanor and Park. Heard that it's nice o.o

Anyway, thanks! xoxo


Sunday, 29 June 2014

Old Neon.

This is where I randomly pick out old posts in no particular order and just laugh at myself. #peace
I kinda laughed my butt off reading my old blog posts. I didn't have a clue what I was talking about. It's like listening to a child ranting about her problems. Cute. Funny how my English was kinds teruk or I just improved. Yay #improvementftw

Like this post.
http://heyyneon.blogspot.com/2013/09/late-nights.html
I think I was just tired of the way people treated me and I just wanted to let it all out. Kinda shocked to see cuss words here and there. Sorryyyyyyy. Again, I just wanted to let it all out. I'm very good one lorr. But i've learnt that I've met better people now and the people who treated me badly like what i've described in my post doesn't matter anymore. :)

http://heyyneon.blogspot.com/2013/08/new-beginnings_31.html
The day I snipped 5 inches of my hair away. Prolly one of the biggest decisions of my life. LOL but thanks to my friends who told me I would look good in short hair, it gave me the confidence and the courage to do so. #noregrets and I went to Four Points for dinner that night and here's what happened...

http://heyyneon.blogspot.com/2013/09/being-couch-potato.html
I got food poisoning from that dinner. Dang! It made me miss my friends b'day party and I love parties :'(

http://heyyneon.blogspot.com/2013/08/it-dont-breakeven.html
Awkward selfie shots. Heyy there old me.

http://heyyneon.blogspot.com/2013/09/sec-4.html
This is where I got scared of sec 4 and now I'm thinking that sec 4 is THE bomb! I'm having a blast! Too awesome hehehe

http://heyyneon.blogspot.com/2013/07/you-are-what-you-are.html
Wanna know that famous blogger? It's Xia Xue. Love the way she treats her haters. :) "This is what we call 闲聊 lor or at least I think it is, more like talking to myself (technically it is -.-)" I'm quoting myself now #sueme

http://heyyneon.blogspot.com/2013/07/blog-post.html
Oh wow girl, I felt it. I felt it! My own post hit me in the heart! So real so true. Thank you old me!
"回到现实后会觉得很快乐,甚至更爱现在的自己。" 我很快乐 :')

http://heyyneon.blogspot.com/search/label/Randoms
When I broke up with my ex. Hmm you can never relive the feelings huh. Felt stupid but nah, not gonna rant about these things. Moving on!

http://heyyneon.blogspot.com/2013/06/sports-day.html 
Last year's sports day. Had a blast. This year's sucked. But anyway

http://heyyneon.blogspot.com/2013/06/firstattemps-diy-t-shirt.html
This is where I went cray over DIY stuffs and DIYed my own T-shirt. The tuto is still in my Stuffies page.

http://heyyneon.blogspot.com/2013/10/schools-out.html
The last one. Bathtub scene. Mad loving.


The end. Kamsahamida!




How to Wear a Leather Pencil Skirt Casually

Helloo peeps! I'm doing a 30-day vlog challenge whch i'll be vlogging for 30 days. Whee. LOL

So I talked about how to wear a leather pencil skirt casually on my first vlog here.



I had to wear black a-line skirts to school because I'm officially a prefect now #nerd so my auntie gave me a big bag of black skirts and she also gave me a leather pencil skirt but of course I can't wear it to school #duh and I didn't know how or when I'm going to wear it so I thought why not create casual styles so I can wear it anytime I want. #longsentenceftw

Here are the styles I created.








Had a really hard time editing this video cuz WMM wouldn't allow me to overlay pics so I used WeVideo and it turned out pretty cheesy and cheap but heck, better than nothing. Another vid tmr! See ya!



Tuesday, 24 June 2014

Would You Rather

Hellooooo I posted a Would You Rather TAG on my YouTube channel



I used my webcam to record this video so the quality is quite bad so sorreee.