May 09

I am slowly getting addicted to yoga. I've been trying out yoga for a few days now and I am in love.

To come clean, I do it for the poses, because it is just darn amazing.

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I need to shape up abit because I have a major dinner coming up in three weeks and it involves socializing with new people. (secretly hoping that I can meet some hot guy shhhh don't tell ;) )

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So excited for graduation. Hahahaha. I am free from the usual boring routine of school and tuition and planning schedules on what to study for the next few weeks and the list goes on. At least until college life starts.

Planning to join fitness class, find a part time job, figure out what I want to do in the future, figure out if I can enter uni before results are out and basically just partyy. Oh and, driving license. That is a must hehehehehe ;)

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Time flies. I'll get there fast. ;)

May 08

Usual day. Tuition and stuff.

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I don't know why people try so hard. If it's meant to be, it will be. (unless it's something you literally have to work hard for)

You can't force happiness ;)

Accepting what happened, is happening and will happen will ultimately make you happier.

Happiness is the best thing you can ever have. It's awe-inspiringly beautiful.

I think I've reached that consciousness where I feel and appreciate everything that surrounds me.

My biggest motto: Live for yourself.

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For a brief moment, you reminded me of what butterflies feel like.

I should say "Welcome back. It's been long."

To the old you, the old me. Us. The us.

I was reminded of what we used to be. How we used to spend our time ranting about every other thing that doesn't matter because serious matters were a bore.

Hey, I missed you. I missed you badly.

I don't know when you're coming back.

Be back soon, I'll be here.

Don't let your flames burn you inside out.

Stay true, stay you.

May 06

Went to a friend's place to complete some assignments. We hung by the poolside since he lives in a condo and it was the best. The only thing missing was some lemonade and a pair of swimwear.

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Funny conversation.

Me (to friend X): You are a serial rapist.

Friend A (to friend X): I dub you Koko Krunch rapist.

Me: Why Koko Krunch?

Friend A: Because he's a serial (cereal) rapist.

Me: what? Oh wait I get it. Cereal. HAHAHAHAHA

For a second there I didn't get it but then it kicked in and I was laughing like crazy for a good 5 minutes and I was on the verge of passing out.

I don't know, the joke itself is not that funny, it's the way he said it and how I didn't connected at first and overall the situation made it really really funny.

I love moments like these. I can just laugh like nobody's business. Uncontrollable laughter is amazing.

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Funny how things doesn't work out the way you want them to. And sometimes it's really annoying.

I actually finished a quarter of the assignment but my document file got lost. Then I had to redo on another laptop but surprisingly the charger failed to work. Okay fine, I can use my old laptop. Okay I then finished my work and saved and then bam, my pendrive stopped working. Okay okay chill, there's Dropbox. Dropbox will save the day. Then we finished the whole thing at my friends place and then I got to use my friend's pendrive. So after tuition which was about 9:15 I went to dad's office to print the thing and guess what? FILE FREAKING ERROR. Fire is boiling but okay, Dropbox I trust you. I attempted to print from the preview but the alignments are all messed up. WHATTTTTT.

WHAT IN THE WORLD IS THIS.

I was all desperate and stressed out because it is frigging 10 pm and deadline is practically tomorrow.

So thank Lord for having great great friends because Sam was too kind to lend me his printer and ink and paper and the energy of printing 25 pages of work. Thank you! XOXO

Now I can sleep in peace.

#unglam This is actually how people look like when they take lying down shots or is it just me?

May 02

It's Saturday and Saturday's are meant for doing things that bring the best out of life.
Went for a morning jog at the park. Weather was great until someone started open burning. In five minutes I'm all shrouded in smoke. It was just terrible.

I cannot understand people who are inconsiderate about the environment. Others out here are doing our part and we are so not doing it just to watch you burn away all our efforts.

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Brought in new babies to my collection.

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Settled for high tea buffet for brunch a.k.a the-only-meal-of-the-day because it was excessively filling. Yum.

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There is so much negativity around me now. I feel like a tree in the middle of a barren scorched land. It's just that time when the puzzle pieces don't meet.

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I hope it will be a lovely day tomorrow. Till then. ;)

May 01

It's May! May is absolutely not my month. Just a big no-no. I love December, and I will love this December even more! ;)

Oh May first, right, it's labour day and labour day means holiday! It's such a relaxed week cuz we had sports day then labour day and weekends then another public holiday on Monday which is great!

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I am always stressed about my studies. They haunt me every other second it is so hard to deal with. With assignments and the dates drawing closer, it is scary to be honest. I don't know what will happen, whether I can ace the big one or I might just turn out to be "neither here nor there". It is a void vision. Though I'm sure it will pass quickly since time flies.

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I am just generally very very stressed out, at everything. 2015 is so not my yearrrrr.

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Good stuffs? Not much, literally.

I am getting them feels lately hahahaha. I want to date someone, but not just anyone. Someone who meets standards and is sincere. I just have to wait, til the day we meet! Am I delusional?

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Other than that, guess what's on my reading list? Three Kingdoms. Yup, the Three Kingdoms you're thinking about.

I don't know. I change really often but right now I am into classics or history-like fiction. They are quite interesting to be honest.

I was into teen romance fiction before this. Such a typical teenage lass.

Music wise, I am totally into those you can make a contemporary / hip hop dance out of. It's a little sexy-jazz-hip-hop-pop with great beats. Like Usher, Ne-Yo, John Legend.

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My day?

Window-shopped around. Bought some mask packs for a quick fix because sports day was kind enough to give me tanned and dull skin after jumping and cheering all day under the scorching heat.  

That is all. Spend the rest with the fam.