It has been decades since I've updated this place. I'm feeling really guilty but there's so much to settle right now.
It's already July and trials is a month away. SPM is 4 months away so I'm really focusing on my studies now.
I'm so stressed out, and I've been a little bit crazy because I have these suicide thoughts. Hahaha I'm fine. I still want to live lah.
Stress can kill. Now I understand.
It's so cramped up together yet so vague. Everything is so fast-forwarded but I'm really scared of what happens next you know?
Things will work out. They always do. ;)
I hope I can find time to write something relevant (not that my rants aren't relevant tho ;) ) up on the blog.
In the meantime, I will have to study my way out of 2015 I guess.
I'm still very very excited for graduation. Hahaha
Love, always. C.
