Say You Love Me

#tb to some random day of the year. I know it totally does not match the title of this post. *laughs*

Cause' I don't wanna fall in love,

If you don't wanna try,

But all that I've been thinking of,

Is maybe that you're mine.

- Jessie Ware

My friend whom I haven't spoken to for a long time asked me,

"Do you have a boyfriend?"

"No." *laughs*

"Don't you feel like having one?"

"Uhmm...yeah...but it's not like I can get one when I want one." "I'm just waiting." *laughs*

For people like her, it's effortless. With a snap, voila.

But that is a different story.

In my opinion, people can change drastically when they take on different roles in your life.

Like they're like this when they're being a friend and they completely change when they become your partner.

Hence it is some sort of a risk to date and such. But it's a very beautiful risk, I must admit.

I think the keys to a good relationship is: the exact distance, toleration and patience.

I think of being in a relationship as living as one with two personalities. 

To nourish the good, to change the unhealthy, and to accept the unchangeable.

I hate possessive relationships, because I was in one and it was hell.

Distance and the right space will help a relationship breathe,

as long as hearts stick together.

I told her I am just waiting.

I am still really young.

I am not mature enough to imagine a realistic relationship yet.

It's either very fairy-tale-like or otherwise very void. 

One thing I know,

Is to strive for the best for myself,

then good things will come along.

Never live to find the one,

Live a good life and then love will be one of the things that come along.

I just finished Tiny Times 1 & 2.

Drama.

But it's so beautifully intense.

Boyfriends cheating, friends backstabbing.

我相信，这个世界上一定会有一个你爱的人。他会穿越这个世界汹涌的人群，一一地走过他们怀着一颗用力跳动的心脏，捧着满腔的热和沉甸甸的爱，走向你，抓紧你，他一定会找到你的，你要等。

也许我们最终都会成长为自己曾经最讨厌的摸样。但在此之前，面对黑暗无边，让我与你并肩。

There are so many beautiful quotes and sayings in the movie.

I cannot tahan.

Dem feelings~~

  

陈学冬

He is damn hot. 

 I heard Kris is rumoured to star in the 4th instalment of the series.

He better be.

Hahahahaha

May is here. I still can't get used to how fast time flies.

I think no one can ever get used to it.

Half of the year is almost gone.

I discussed with mom the other day.

About studying abroad.

I want to study in New Zealand.

That place is gorgeous and it gives a great vibe for students.

I don't know if I can go there.

Well we shall see.

It's been a long rant.

No regrets, 

Live, don't just exist, 

C.