Tuesday 24 February 2015

Chinese New Year 2015



CNY is here! I love this festive atmosphere around.

I don't know but people always seem to get along around this time of the year, doesn't matter their past relationship statuses or whatsoever, I think it's the way we celebrate that makes people come as one.

I've always love CNY more than any other holiday, I love everything that happens during this festivity. It's beautiful and all smiles and laughter.


Sadly it's been quite a pressured holiday, loads of work + exam coming right up but I've got nothing checked on my to-do-list yet. Procrastination is poison.

Can't talk about CNY if there's no gatherings with friends right? We rented a bus for our class (which only half showed up but it's a great thing anyway) and we even had class tees *thumbs up*




Though it really was a tiring day. On and off, 5 minutes on the bus then getting off then on the bus again. It was quite hectic and by the time I've reached to latter houses, I was dead beat it was so tiring. But since it's the last year we'll ever do these class things again so it's worth it.

I wish for smooth sailing for days and years to come. 2015 is gonna be a bumpy yet thrilling ride. Now since the holidays are over, I am ready. *screams "fighting" silently*

Fingers crossed, C.


Friday 20 February 2015

Friday.

Because sometimes things blow up and we break into a million pieces and we stitch ourselves back again piece by piece even if it hurts because life goes on and it doesn't wait for you to sit and cry so we get out of the house and people ask what's wrong because it shows but we brush it off and then they stopped asking and we feel sad again because no one really cared but who are we to blame and who are we to greed for the loving touch of others so we break into a million pieces again.

The irony of me writing this during the happiest time of the year.

Don't get me wrong, that's just something that came into my mind suddenly.

I'm happy now, since I learnt to just mind my own business. Doesn't mean I go around sniffing other people's crap. I don't talk my mind much (because people mostly don't hear them out), and saying whatever the majority goes with makes everyone happy.

Conclusion: Suck it in = happiness everywhere = WORLD PEACE

I'm planning to grow my hair out. Go back to long locks and see what happens. They say it wouldn't suit me, based on those old pictures of me. I'm not convinced, I need to see for myself. I believe I changed due to puberty (hahahaha no seriously this is not a joke, hahaha vanity level: 1000000) But even if it still doesn't look nice on me, I'll just chop it all off once again. It's just hairrr.

Exams in like what, 2 weeks? What a bummer.

Got loads of work to do but here I am blogging with two tabs open and one of them is showing 1 Night 2 Days and the other on some health and fitness website.

Gong Xi Fa Cai!


Ending off with a selfie from Wednesday night, technically Thursday morning. We were out on the balcony being constantly hyped by the fireworks, more of the noise actually. 




Sunday 15 February 2015

Play Dead - Harlan Coben (Book Review)



Better to blog this while it's still fresh from the mind.

I thought I wouldn't read any books this year because studying instead of reading feels like the right thing to do. Not that the books are starting to pile up but at least it feels right to have that mindset.
Well my friend knew my plan and he half-teasingly borrowed me this book like he knew I wasn't able to reject. Plus the last time I checked, a little book never hurt no one.

I'm not much of a Sherlock fan. Playing detectives, solving riddles and puzzles. I have this prejudice that every crime novel is gonna piece up perfectly and end like your regular episode of CSI. Boy, I was wrong.
Well to be honest, there ain't much cops involved in the plot, let alone the forensic stuff. (which is actually the interesting part of any story of this kind)
Just good ol' "handle-it-personally".

Heck of a time for me to tell you this now (a phrase I kinda picked up from the novel), the book I read was Play Dead by Harlan Coben.

Fun fact: This book, first published in 1990, is the first book written by Coben, and is reissued in 2010.
There is, without no doubt, always at least once I'd scream in frustration whenever I pick up this book. It's a compliment, really. A good relay of emotions.

The plot itself doesn't deserve the title of a "sickeningly twisted" book, it doesn't give you a hard punch but it's as close as you can get. It doesn't lose at any major aspects either.
It's got a lot of twists and surprises hiding behind each page just waiting to pounce at you and tear your assumptions into thin shreds. " " really did it, not many can twist up a story like this one.

One thing about this book is that it keeps everything and reveals almost all at once towards the end. When I've read through almost 3/4 of the book, my other friend asked me how's the mystery going and when I told her I don't know…yet, she was taken aback considering the books we read would reveal almost everything towards 3/4 of the book.

Okay enough of the blabbering, into the storyline.

Spoiler alert.

Laura Ayars, claimed to be the most beautiful and successful woman in the fashion and modelling industry, secretly eloped to Australia and marries David Baskin, basketball superstar. While on their honeymoon, David went for a swim and never came back. When the authorities claimed that David committed suicide, Laura was devastated. But things did not feel right and Laura began to think that maybe David was murdered thus she investigates the "case" on her own because she feels like she can't trust anyone.

On the other hand, David did not commit suicide nor was murdered. In fact he did not die. It was all part of a heartbreaking plan. I'll just skip to the hows and whys rather than beat around the bush. David went for plastic surgery, changed is face, his identity, and basically "kills" the David Baskin in him while he tries to morph into Mark Seidman. He still plays for the basketball team he was on as a "replacement" for David Baskin, since he plays exactly like him.

So why did he change his identity and broke Laura's heart? Let's take it back into the past.

Laura's aunt, Judy, was dating Laura's dad, James Ayars, before her mother, Mary, met him. Mary was also a "beautiful creature", you could say that the daughter inherited the looks of the mother, just to give you an idea of how beautiful she was. When James fell for Mary, Judy kind-heartedly stepped aside and wished for her sister's happiness. Then Judy met Sinclair Baskin, father of David, and they both fell in love. But Sinclair broke it off when he met Mary. He and Mary had an affair and Mary was pregnant. Sinclair then chased preggy Mary out because he already had a wife and children at home. He needn't raise another child. So Mary told Judy and when Judy learned that Mary stole Sinclair, which would be the second time she stole a man from her, Judy was furious. She wanted revenge. She then told James and James, furious too, went and killed Sinclair. Mary lied to James that the child was his.

Back to present, Mary wanted so badly for Laura and David to break it off because they were siblings. She told Laura not to see him but stubborn Laura went a married him anyway without knowing anything. Mary then had no choice but to tell David the truth, he promised to leave Laura thus faking his death and changing his identity.

Not over yet. What Mary didn't know was the fact that James knew everything from the start. So one night (in the past), while Mary was still pregnant with Sinclair's child, he and Judy drugged Mary and gave her an abortion. Then he continued to drug her day by day so she won't feel anything. James then impregnated Mary at the same time Mary was trying to "lie" to James that the baby is his without knowing that the fetus has been aborted.

So Laura finally found out everything through a lot of obstacles, and reunited with David, now Mark, again and happy ever after. The end.

Whew, that was really long so I'm not gonna write more.

Overall it's a good book, it keeps you on your toes and the twists are really sudden and unexpected. Read the book, not my synopsis.

Love, C

Sunday 8 February 2015

#np: February's Playlist

The Nights - Avicii 


可惜没有如果 - 林俊杰 (JJ Lin)


In Your Arms - Nico & Vinz


Shooting Stars - Bag Raiders


青花瓷 - 周杰论 (Jay Chou)


U - John Park


红色高跟鞋 - 蔡健雅 (Tanya Chua)


Checkmate - Jung Yong Hua ft. 林俊杰 (JJ Lin)


浪漫手机 - 周杰论 (Jay Chou)


Up All Night - Arty ft. Angel Taylor




Saturday 7 February 2015

La vita e bella



I love how people tell me things I couldn't realize. My friend told me, the money that parents need to spend on themselves is up to their children to give them; so be dependent now and give back what you can. 

I got the good things, in trade for tears and guilt. But things can wait, I can repay everything, I vow to. I can't have my cake and eat it too, but time will heal and it will solve. 

I do what I can, to the best. Maybe fixing myself will benefit everyone, no no not maybe, I'm sure it will. Because when I stop and look around, this life is pretty awesome. For once I saw how strong I really am, physically, and know that this is just a beginning. For once I know that I can, and I couldn't because I didn't want to, but on this road, the gain will always be more than what I lost.

There's so many people that can make me laugh, or at least hang a smile on my face. And of course there are times when my endorphins don't feel like coming out to play, but cest la vie, I can't ask for more. I love this life, every bit of it, and I love everyone in it.

People come and go, but before they go, I'd like to hug them, squeeze them tight and say goodbye with a high five because a simple wave is so yesterday. I don't know what the future holds but hell yeah it's going to be a wonderful ride. 

People will change with time, memories don't. 

Love the life you live, C.