Fine China

I miss China. 

I miss the city lights. 

I miss the sickening cold autumn weather. 

I miss the accent and the crowds of chattering people. 

I miss the loose electric wires. 

I miss the old buildings. 

I miss the food. I miss the smell of the air. 

I miss the shopping districts. 

I miss the landscapes. 

I miss the windmills. 

I miss the sunrise. 

I miss the little alleys. 

I miss the western cafes. 

I miss the night market. 

I miss everything about China.

I used to hate it, especially the awfully cold weather. Now, I'm missing it. I actually love it, I long for it. Well maybe not the terrible cold weather.

Missing city lights, missing China. 

Missing Mr Past and what he used to be. 

CNY 2014

Happy Chinese New Year guys! Its been a long time since I posted something up here. I'm in a process of making a decision now. One I hope I wont regret.

CNY seems to have become a yearly routine. Especially chuyi (first day).

As usual on chuyi(first day), me and my family headed to my aunt's place for breakfast. We had longevity noodles, which is a tradition. Then we headed to my gramps' place to kick start the visiting process. Lastly, headed to my great grandma's place for lunch.
Nice day, nice people, peaceful, happy.

Outfit was a simple black and red. Didn't have the time and money to get clothes. It was last minute shopping for CNY clothes.

Went visiting with friends on chusi(fourth day). Visiting friends on chusi has seem to become a ritual as we do this every year. 

Old faces, new relations. Amazing people.


CNY wasn't that grand compared to the past few years. I guess things changed. I'm adapting myself to the changes around me. Back to the hectic school life, it's okay I guess. Its a form of getaway for me. I'm lucky to have amazing friends around me.

Happy Chinese New Year once again! Stay healthy. :)

Where is the me in me?

Losing yourself and the incapability to get a hold of yourself are two different things.

It's okay to lose yourself, once in a while. But its not okay if you can't get a hold of yourself.

To be unable to control how you conduct, how you carry yourself, how you present yourself to the world, it's pretty crappy. Especially when you only realized after you do something.

When your heart wants to give a good impression to the world and your brain interprets it the other way, and you start to sink deeper, losing control.

New year, new class, new faces. I wanted everybody to have a good impression of me and I screwed it.

Everything sucks, my personality sucks. People are going to think that I'm the loud rude girl that always budge in at anything. I'm exaggerating here.

Anyway, I updated my writing blog yesterday. "男人婆之恋". Check it out! :) stripmythoughts.blogspot.com

twenty14

I'm pleased to know the fact that school is re-opening this Thursday. Been feeling awfully sick this holiday. I lost my appetite, rarely take dinners and yet I don't feel an ounce of hungriness. All i've been doing is just dramas after dramas, shows after shows. 

Despite going back to wearing those long A-lined pinafores, wake up at 6 in the morning, carry a heavy load of books everyday to school, its so much better than staying at home everyday wondering what you're going to do today the minute you open your eyes every morning.

2014 is going to be tough. I planned on not going for tuition because I hate schedules. I hate it when the time and place are fixed. Especially going studying again. Then, i'm afraid I can't cope with the standards. Well whatever, I'll give it my best, because I have a goal and i'm going to beat that one person who stole my title. *evil laugh*

People think that i'm the type who studies well, and some people think that i'm the type who doesn't study. Well i'm both. :)

Second, i'm looking forward to the stresses. Looking forward to those mental breakdowns, those nights when I'll be brainstorming for a solution to my problems. You know, high school problems. ;) I kinda love it because it gives me a topic to write about on my writing blog. 

Third, all-time karaoke session in class. LOL

Fourth, i'm just glad I have to go through crap again. I'm so so glad. ;)

Happy New Year Guys!! 2014, lets go!! 

Running Man lost its touch?

It took me one year of Running Man episodes to come up with this post. Is Running Man losing its touch? Well for me it clearly is. 

The show is becoming too predictable. Who will win. Who will lose. 

Yoo Jae Suk- The not-so-good-yet-not-so-bad one. 

Lee Kwang Soo- The betrayer. The one who loses in everything.

Song Ji Hyo- Brains and courage.

Kang Gary- The witty guy. Sometimes an unpredictable hero. (but I guess its predictable now)

Ji Suk Jin- The one who is literally good at nothing.

Kim Jong Kook- The strongest one. Show off and wins every time.

Haha- The one who somehow knows what to say at the moment. 

For already watching this amount of episodes, you can predict who will win, who will lose.

When it comes to hide and seek and any games that require strength, most likely Kim Jong Kook will win. Unless there is a superweapon or Kang Gary saves the day, KJK will win. 

Then we automatically move on to Lee Kwang Soo. He will lose when it comes to hide and seek. 

Yoo Jae Suk will lose when it comes to hide and seek though he is quite good at games that require skills. 

Song Ji Hyo will most likely solve all puzzles and go for anything without second guessing. 

Kang Gary will be the one who portrays stoicism and all he wants is some witty moment with SJH. 

Haha is good at running and at skilled games. He knows what to say and when to say it humorously without crossing the line.

Ji Suk Jin will lose at anything except for quizzes and, yeah that's it.

I personally don't like the way they treat Lee Kwang Soo, no matter if its scripted or if its realistic. Don't you think he needs some respect. He's a maknae doesn't give you the right to treat him like a dog. I don't even know how he's handling it so well, not showing any pain. LKS chose to be a loser, that's what a lot of sites said. Even so, you can't treat him like that. How they bullied him, humiliated him, looked down on him, don't you guys feel pity? I feel like slapping the sense out of those guys whenever they treat him like shit.

That, of course, automatically leads to me disliking Kim Jong Kook. He's a big show-off. Girls are his weakness. In episode 115, Moon Geun Young and TVXQ was the guest. I feel like puking when KJK acted oh soft and gentle towards Moon Geun Young. Oh and so typical that he was paired up with Moon. That episode was one of the worst just because of KJK and Moon. Moon knew that girls are his weakness so she was very girly and annoying. KJK ended up protecting her, helping her and Moon succeeded not because she was good, its because she has KJK on her side. Bullcrap. *pukes*

Running Man is on for 3 years now. Every one of the cast members have improved until their limits, though it seems that there is a lot to improve in them but that's it. They have nowhere to go and nothing to evolve into. I hope that the production team can find the problems and solve it quickly. Running Man is truly a show second to none. Despite all this, i'm still loving it. ;)

Everything that I say here is based on my opinion. I'm sure you have your own opinions too so if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say it. Just don't. All photo credits to Google.