Losing yourself and the incapability to get a hold of yourself are two different things.
It's okay to lose yourself, once in a while. But its not okay if you can't get a hold of yourself.
To be unable to control how you conduct, how you carry yourself, how you present yourself to the world, it's pretty crappy. Especially when you only realized after you do something.
When your heart wants to give a good impression to the world and your brain interprets it the other way, and you start to sink deeper, losing control.
New year, new class, new faces. I wanted everybody to have a good impression of me and I screwed it.
Everything sucks, my personality sucks. People are going to think that I'm the loud rude girl that always budge in at anything. I'm exaggerating here.
Anyway, I updated my writing blog yesterday. "男人婆之恋". Check it out! :) stripmythoughts.blogspot.com
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